FYI I quit practicing medicine when I was a medical officer. Alhamdulillah, I survived my housemanship with no extension despite the lack of passion. How? I just do it. It was hard at first, because my heart not really into it. During the third month of my first posting, I tried to get some advice and take some time off. Luckily, my HOD (Head of Department) at that time was very helpful and understanding. Initially, I only asked for 1 week off to think things over and to tell my parents. It took me few days to tell them because it’s really hard when you feel like you are letting them down. However, I tried to find the right time when they keep asking me, how I could have a long break? Finally I took the courage to tell them them, crying, pouring my feeling out, tell them how I felt for the past few months. They was shocked initially, didn’t know it was that bad. Yes, I am not really good at showing my negative emotion or bad side to others actually. I was used to be perfect, ma
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